I can't really explain what I mean, other than: it's the same old garbage that made you so sad all the time. The same old fight, the same old sides, the same stupid reasons. You would be furious at how the most innocent, and most important, person is stuck in the middle. I don't know what to do that's fair, that doesn't hurt anyone or buy into the stupid games. I don't think there is any good solution. It's like the past five months didn't happen and we are back to the most ridiculous square one in history.
All I can think is, it's just stuff. It can't bring you back, and you never cared about any of it, anyway. Why should people be so selfish and manipulative for the sake of material things? Things which are worth almost nothing anyway, things which were not even really wanted until they became of value on the emotional battlefield? I don't understand. I wish you were here so you could tell me what you would do. Then again, if you were here, this would not be happening in the first place. Sigh...
I miss you.
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